Life gets ahead of you.

I can't even believe I have not even made an entry in this for over a year. How does life just get away from us. I started this to help myself deal and heal as I find journaling and blogging do just that.....but sadly all I have now are empty entries and just the thoughts in my head and memories. You see my mom died on February 17, 2024. So those thoughts from the past years are not in a blog, or in a journal but are just in my head and heart. 

How life just escapes us, how life still moves on sometimes too fast. For 2.5 years my thoughts of my mom and the disease that ultimately took her from me are still in my head not on paper, or in this blog. Maybe there were so many bad moments in the last year that I want to just erase them, maybe those bad moments erase the good ones. While I may not have them exactly on a blog entry I do know that I have them ready to put on paper. The timeline may not line up and that's ok cause they are memories and those have no date.