If I could only see inside her head.

So it seems that some days are better than others. You want to find out just what is making her cry, get frustrated or just wonder what she's thinking. 

I have sat down with her what feels like every night and talk about things that are bothering her. She just says, "it's nothing" but it is something. SOMETHING makes her feel frustrated and not want to try. 

We have had a rough few weeks but, I am hoping that the eagerness of getting ready for bed at 4:00 has passed, her not knowing how to get undressed or dressed (cause she does) I mean who does not put on their shirt inside out or backwards at times. 

It was was a week ago I sat down with her, just her and I and we talked about not worrying, not stressing about things she knows how to do and once again not worrying (she does it a lot) we laughed and I think I got her understanding that. 

As I tucked her into bed, yes I do that on some nights, and I walked away almost out the door, I heard her say "God I just love her so much".

I shut the door, I smiled and I took a deep breathe and once again felt my soul fill up with love and joy knowing I'm doing the right thing.